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I regret to have made the last journal update. I was on vacations when I wrote that, feeling rather positive with life at the time. The day to day basis this last month already set me back to my normal negative level.
Back to normal now, being a talentless and envious idiot that can't accomplish a thing.
It has been a long month now, have to go back to work next wednesday. Had time to rest and think (and play an awnfull lot of Metal Gear).

Normally nobody seem to read or care about my journals, but I wanted to write this here: I had an epiphany these last days. About my art problems and the depression it gave me. It's sound stupidy but it is really a simple thing: stop comparing myself with others.
I always see a lot of other people with soo much more talent and skills than me, or younger people who get soo much better improvements and that just made me envious everyday. It's time to stop that, or use that envy to fuel something more pratical.

Maybe that is all nonsense of my part, and I know that I will probably never get anything real done or improve (I am still a pessimist at heart), but finally I feel at peace.

Next step is to buy a cheap scanner.  
Finally on vacations. Watched the new Mad Max. Bought some new games on Steam and for PS3.
But, for some reason, I feel that I am forgetting something. I think it is a purpose in life.

I wanted to do a comic, maybe my only dream, but don´t have the skills for that. My brother and mine years long planned slice of life/super-hero comedy will not get done in the close future. Sometimes I think that this shit is my never released life´s work cause can´t think of anything else to fill for it.

Been noticing a patter here on the last weeks. People seen to prefer my older works here on the gallery. I don´t like them, but maybe that´s the case. Back there I had energy to try and no idea what I was doing, while today I can understand the most basic stuff about this but I am also soo tired of everything.

Maybe it's just me finally realizing that I don´t have the discipline and will power to be the artist I wished to be. 

 
I regret to have made the last journal update. I was on vacations when I wrote that, feeling rather positive with life at the time. The day to day basis this last month already set me back to my normal negative level.
Back to normal now, being a talentless and envious idiot that can't accomplish a thing.

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I am just a 20th century boy with no talent or skills.
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srbascon Featured By Owner 5 days ago
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Mr6 Featured By Owner 5 days ago
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AndreaBere Featured By Owner Aug 21, 2015  Student General Artist
Thanks for the fav!^_^
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Mr6 Featured By Owner Aug 21, 2015
You´re welcome =)
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kaisai134 Featured By Owner Aug 15, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the +fav!! :D (Big Grin)
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Mr6 Featured By Owner Aug 16, 2015
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StarkeDamen Featured By Owner Aug 8, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for faving!
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Mr6 Featured By Owner Aug 8, 2015
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theHyenasSBE Featured By Owner Aug 5, 2015
Thanks for the fave! :peace: :aww:
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