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It has been a long month now, have to go back to work next wednesday. Had time to rest and think (and play an awnfull lot of Metal Gear).

Normally nobody seem to read or care about my journals, but I wanted to write this here: I had an epiphany these last days. About my art problems and the depression it gave me. It's sound stupidy but it is really a simple thing: stop comparing myself with others.
I always see a lot of other people with soo much more talent and skills than me, or younger people who get soo much better improvements and that just made me envious everyday. It's time to stop that, or use that envy to fuel something more pratical.

Maybe that is all nonsense of my part, and I know that I will probably never get anything real done or improve (I am still a pessimist at heart), but finally I feel at peace.

Next step is to buy a cheap scanner.  
Finally on vacations. Watched the new Mad Max. Bought some new games on Steam and for PS3.
But, for some reason, I feel that I am forgetting something. I think it is a purpose in life.

I wanted to do a comic, maybe my only dream, but don´t have the skills for that. My brother and mine years long planned slice of life/super-hero comedy will not get done in the close future. Sometimes I think that this shit is my never released life´s work cause can´t think of anything else to fill for it.

Been noticing a patter here on the last weeks. People seen to prefer my older works here on the gallery. I don´t like them, but maybe that´s the case. Back there I had energy to try and no idea what I was doing, while today I can understand the most basic stuff about this but I am also soo tired of everything.

Maybe it's just me finally realizing that I don´t have the discipline and will power to be the artist I wished to be. 

 
Don´t know if somebody can help me with this, but how can I make Adblock Plus works? Everything was fine yesterday, don´t know what happened here but it is extremely annoying.

It seens to be blocking the adds, but their boxes still pop-up on the screen. They are just blank.

Edit 05/16/15- fixed it finally. It was a second Firefox extension messing up with the ad blocker.
It has been a long month now, have to go back to work next wednesday. Had time to rest and think (and play an awnfull lot of Metal Gear).

Normally nobody seem to read or care about my journals, but I wanted to write this here: I had an epiphany these last days. About my art problems and the depression it gave me. It's sound stupidy but it is really a simple thing: stop comparing myself with others.
I always see a lot of other people with soo much more talent and skills than me, or younger people who get soo much better improvements and that just made me envious everyday. It's time to stop that, or use that envy to fuel something more pratical.

Maybe that is all nonsense of my part, and I know that I will probably never get anything real done or improve (I am still a pessimist at heart), but finally I feel at peace.

Next step is to buy a cheap scanner.  

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Mister Six
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I am just a 20th century boy with no talent or skills.
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:iconmaistromanuel:
maistromanuel Featured By Owner 1 hour ago  Student Traditional Artist
Thanks for the wave of faves!
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Mr6 Featured By Owner 50 minutes ago
You´re welcome =)
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SteveBlazer Featured By Owner 1 day ago  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for the +fav 
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Mr6 Featured By Owner 1 day ago
You´re welcome =)
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kaisai134 Featured By Owner 2 days ago  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks a lot for the :+fav:!! :D
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Mr6 Featured By Owner 2 days ago
You´re welcome =)
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Kostmeyer Featured By Owner 4 days ago
Thanks for the :+fav: for 1DF - THE FINAL by Kostmeyer  - much appreciated!
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Mr6 Featured By Owner 4 days ago
You´re welcome =)
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ReddofNonnac Featured By Owner Jul 20, 2015
Thanks for the fav!
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Mr6 Featured By Owner 6 days ago
You´re welcome =)
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