It has been a long month now, have to go back to work next wednesday. Had time to rest and think (and play an awnfull lot of Metal Gear).
Normally nobody seem to read or care about my journals, but I wanted to write this here: I had an epiphany these last days. About my art problems and the depression it gave me. It's sound stupidy but it is really a simple thing: stop comparing myself with others.
I always see a lot of other people with soo much more talent and skills than me, or younger people who get soo much better improvements and that just made me envious everyday. It's time to stop that, or use that envy to fuel something more pratical.
Maybe that is all nonsense of my part, and I know that I will probably never get anything real done or improve (I am still a pessimist at heart), but finally I feel at peace.
Next step is to buy a cheap scanner.